Ugh! Tuesday

Tomorrow is my birthday. I will be 28 years old..emphasis on the OLD. For some reason I feel like a complete loser today. I just want to cry, cry and cry some more. No one in my family has called me to make any plans for my birthday. I wanted a dinner at Mamaw's but she's probably too busy. I wanted a massage but the therapist is sick. I just feel sad. My mom told me I am selfish. I think she's a pain in my butt. Thank goodness at least my son still loves me. Perhaps I am selfish. So sorry if I don't want to live my life for everyone else. So sorry that I am concerned about my own well being over being concerned for others. I don't care right now. Blech!