Sunday, November 20, 2005

You know...

I kinda feel silly about the title of my blog because i sleep really well now. Seth sleeps 12 hours in a row at night so do not have any sleep issues anymore( thank god!) I am very glad to no longer have a sleepless life.

Wow! It's been a while!

Thanksgiving is closing in...only a few days away actually. And i don't even know if I have the stinking day off. I have the option of choosing a certain holiday i want off and my number one choice was Christmas, thanksgiving being number two. I hope I have Christmas off actually since it will be Seth's first one that he's able to participate somewhat. Oh what fun it will be...I just love this time of year.
Seth crawls, crawls and crawls everywhere but will not walk! He can take a few steps but flops down and will prefer to crawl to his destination. I was a late walker too according to my mom so i won't panic yet.
My sister is expecting and we are all soooo excited. Much more excited than her I think. I cannot wait to hold the baby. I bet it will be absolutely adorable, I have a feeling that it will be a girl Due in June...I think.
David and I are the same...maybe better but i don't think any worse. I have an appointment scheduled to see Dr. Gonzalez to address my anxiety issues. I think i have a tendency towards obsessive behavior and definitely low self esteem. Some days are soooo great and then I am miserable others. Sometimes I think that if finances were not an issues I would feel so much better. As it stands I feel awfully sad that I cannot afford any Christmas presents right now. My credit card is even maxed out so I don't know what I am going to do.
Seth and I went to the cemetery yesterday to visit Papaw and attempt to find Mrs. Schell ( didn't find her though) The day was absolutely lovely...slightly cooler and breezy. Seth had a great time crawling everywhere and playing in the dirt. He kept wanting to brush the grass clipping from the name plates so he got very dirty. We were there for over an hour just wandering around...so peaceful and quiet. I love the cemetery. We will return for a visit next week...the weather will be even cooler. Maybe we should visit Indian Springs cemetery next time. Eh, actually that place has headstones so he would want to climb on everything so maybe not.
Today we are going to the playground so that should be fun. So long for now...