Well it's June the 21st

Seth is stilla crawler and puller -upper. Keeps me awfully busy. We went to Tampa aquarium last weekend and had a nice time. Though Seth screamed and screamed and screamed and would not go to sleep at the hotel, I was so afraid that the people in the room next to us were going to complain. But they didn't. It is exhausting travelling with a small boy. Oh I finished out my last days at my work. Eh, no one cared. They probably won't even notice that I am no longer there. Seth and I visited Pat's house on thurs. Seth had his first swim in a pool and loved it. He was a bit unsure at first but eventually became a little too comfortable in the water, attempting to climb out of the swim ring and dipping his face in the water. So David purchased a kiddie pool this past weekend for him and I to use on hot days. Seth seemed to really like it. He's so cute! The last couple days have been too rainy to go in though. Maybe tomorrow. Actually tomorrow I need to drop off my Rx for my contact lenses so Seth is going to my mom's for a few.We'll see. Maybe the next day we'll go swimming. What the hell, i don't have job right now .What else do I have to do but play and entertain the boy. David will be home soon.

Ugh! Tuesday

Tomorrow is my birthday. I will be 28 years old..emphasis on the OLD. For some reason I feel like a complete loser today. I just want to cry, cry and cry some more. No one in my family has called me to make any plans for my birthday. I wanted a dinner at Mamaw's but she's probably too busy. I wanted a massage but the therapist is sick. I just feel sad. My mom told me I am selfish. I think she's a pain in my butt. Thank goodness at least my son still loves me. Perhaps I am selfish. So sorry if I don't want to live my life for everyone else. So sorry that I am concerned about my own well being over being concerned for others. I don't care right now. Blech!

Friday! Friday! friday!

When I turned in my resignation my boss was rather indifferent. I don't think she really cared. But I feel SOOO much better. I feel as if a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. Oh and Wed. southport called and offered me the much coveted 7-3 shift. Yay!!! Only my mom is taking a vacation in July so I am going to have to find a back-up baby sitter. I'm sure I can find someone. Anyone want to watch a very, very cute 8 month old boy for 8 hours!? He's very smiley and did I mention cute?
My birthday is in less than a week. I cannot believe I will be 28 years old. That sounds so...old. Tommorow David and I are off to Ft. Myers Beach. Time for some R&R for my birthday. Though if you ask David it's just a good excuse to get drunk. (Honestly, how can someone drink EVERYDAY and not get sick of alcohol?) At least I will be there to monitor his drinking, since he doesn't have any self control that is. Mom will keep the baby overnight. I might as well take advantage of this opportunity while she's still able to watch him. Well, time to eat before Seth awakens...